im done..time to move on.

You come over to soothe my day (it was a day from hell at work)..and your manhood gets in the way...whether we did or we didn't but i just needed someone on my side. to talk to, someone to listen...but i can see in your eyes thats what you want. Ugh! I didn't hestiate, let's just get it out of the way and it will be over. I SAID I AM NOT INTERESTED IN YOUR MANHOOD. there it is out of the way. You stayed too long and hugged too long and it was what i was longing for. But i could have got that from another. I just wanted to see you and you surprised me...I think i fell for the trap. You sit there knowing i want you more than you want me, but i will not touch you... you are off limits to me. The last hug you gave me...brought me to me knees...i cried like a 5 year old and i couldn't stop. was it you with me or me with you that brought all this pain to surface in one hug..Maybe i shouldn't see you again..like ever in life.