THE INSANITY OF SPENDING



So this morning, after the gym i decided to go to Wal*Mart to get some groceries. So I went in for bagels and a new toaster. I left there sending $45.26. GOOD GOD...How did i do that? Well, as i was walking down the aisles, i decided that i wanted an Omelet from LePeeps. But didn't feel like making another trip somewhere else in my work out clothes to eat some breakfast that would have cost me, at the least, $13.00. So, I might at well get everything myself and make it myself.
The most expensive bagel trip....
$18.97 Toaster- i needed one with a cancel button because the one that i just broke didn't and now it doesn't toast
$2.18 wheat bread for my lunch sandwich for work, but i never want those when i am at work, i always want Panera or McDonald's, not a cold sandwich
$3.00 lunch meat- i don't like cheap lunch meat but i should because i always seem to waste it or it does bad
$1.01 for my onion and $.88 bell pepper, and $1.88 on mushrooms..that i had to convince myself to buy because if these were shipped from Mexico, could they carry the Swine Flu. In that case i picked them up with the plastic baggy anyways. I can't afford the Swine anything, i only came for bagels not a disease, and medical bills, and doctor visits.
$2.48 texas toast- i don't like this cheap either. this is for the spaghetti that i wanted to cook..and well you have to have bread to go with it. I make the best spaghetti. I do.. really..well i love it
$$6.80 (combined) on other lunches for work..in case i didn't want a cold sandwich again for the 4th day in a row
$2.93 Soy Milk..i don't like it but it goes good with my Honey Nut Cheerios, that i think i have at home.. i hope so
$2.88 on, get this, English Muffins, not bagels. And you know why, this is a sore spot for me, whenever i go to Wal*Mart I am looking for Honey Wheat Bagels..did they just stop making them. I don't understand. You made them for 3 years straight and not i can't find them anywhere. I hate this. I just want those bagels to put in my new $18.97 toaster with the much needed cancel button. Ugh
$.92 for my eggs..for this omelet that i now had all the ingredients for.
I came for my bagels and i left with 3 bags and a omelet to cook. Damn..LePeeps sounded better. so after i make that one omlet, i wont want another one for a while..so i won't use the eggs and i english muffins are gross and the bell pepper, onions and mushrooms i guess i could use those in my spaghetti. But i don't have the energy. And my kitchen is a mess and i need new pots and pans..but heck i just spend $45.26 at Wal*Mart when i could have just better off at LePeeps for $13.00.
I BLOB BECAUSE I BROUGHT EVERYTHING IN THE CART TODAY
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Adding to the EFF ME??

Oh does it hurt..Men do it to women just as much as women do it to men. Don't text me your desires with me, we are not together. You say you want to start something with me..that doesn't start in the bedroom, on the couch or me in any compromising position. I don't want you to be that straight forward with your "manhood" because i think if you are wailing it around waiting for a "pick up game" are you trying to proposition others to. Any takers- I will take the first one?? Put it away young man. I am not the girl, the women or the human existence for it. Take your "manhood" to someone that likes it like that and doesn't make it into more than what you want. Because the next person that i lay with, cross my fingers for this one boys and girls, will be my husband or a long relationship lover. i am getting to hang of sleeping alone, working out to relieve this extra energy that is being built up. I think i will be fine. As a good friend of my once said recently, I NEED SOME NEW _ick. I do! I Do! IDO. But i also want to have some meaning behind it, not just because they haven't gotten any in a while and i am now single. That is not my problem and i am not the solution. Go jack it off..I know that is rude and too much for some people to hear but a woman doesn't want to be just for now, i have nothing else going on, just for tonight person. We, in general, want to find the one or the one for right now. UGH.. i think i might need to go back to the gym. And if you have a girl.. LEAVE ME THE FCK ALONE... be with her! I can't help you!! Actually delete my number, those pictures and the text messages. I don't want any part of a love isosceles triangle, rectangle or octagon. Concern yourself with her, because while you are concerning yourself about what I am doing..think about what she might be doing TOO.
..now **SIGH**let me stand behind my words..
I BLOG BECAUSE I AM NOT PART OF YOUR PICK UP GAME
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