Its funny how long i wait for you to call me. I waste time doing that. Does my phone ring, YES. Are you on the other end, no! Am i surprised NO. Would my family be happy that you didn't call and would just leave me alone. HELL YES. But there is something in my that wants you to call me and wants you to come over. Its been a week since...and you just stopped calling and i figured the phone rings both ways so i am not going to blow your phone up if that is what you are waiting for. I am at this point where I feel more alone than usually and it would help if you just picked up the phone like you did for the last 1.5 years and just talk. It would give me great joy for a little conversation. But now i guess some other girl is on your jock and you gotta do you. FINE. We are friends, aren't we. Don't be in someones bed when you were just in mine less than a week ago. And when i mean bed i mean literally and like in your space..taking all your time. You know i won't even go there... because quite honestly I don't want you in my bed...FRESH sheets and all..HA. No but for real, i don't.. I am pass that with you.. but i see and know what is on your mind when you come over. Well like 75% of the time. I can look pass all that physical stuff. I want you as a friend..a friend that when my world comes crashing down or i need someone to talk to you will talk to me. But you know, that might be to much to ask of you..since you are a BUSINESS MAN...trying to find out what really keeps you busy man is none of my business. But all the busy men and business men i know, can use thedamn phone. Sigh... Okay I'm off soap box now
As i wait for my call i think about my hair..to cut or not to cut. Its hair..with will grow back like the weeds in the flower bush. I want it short-- like short short...NIA LONG, Angela Basset. I have the face, i think, for it and i am a petite frame.. i know it would look good but would i like it. Could i EMBRACE it? Or would i look like i boy, and less available...or less like myself. I think the sexiest thing would be when rub my hands through it and i can massage my scalp...like when you rubs a guys hair. Would i look like a boy? And it grows back..right...I just don't know. Everyone else says to do it but i am SO scared. Its not there hair or their life. But i think i could do it, i could rock it. will i miss my ponytail...Probably not, i can never find a rubber band it pull it up anyways. HA...as a wait for my phone call i think about my hair
I BLOG BECAUSE AT TIMES MY HAIR GROWS AND MY PHONE ISN'T RINGING
**as a side note.. for the people that do call me and hang out with me... i welcome that.. don't stop..its just at times..well that a whole other blog.. you get what i am saying.. Continue to be there for me a put me out the door to do stuff.. i welcome it and love it. I LOVE MY FRIENDS
As i wait for my call i think about my hair..to cut or not to cut. Its hair..with will grow back like the weeds in the flower bush. I want it short-- like short short...NIA LONG, Angela Basset. I have the face, i think, for it and i am a petite frame.. i know it would look good but would i like it. Could i EMBRACE it? Or would i look like i boy, and less available...or less like myself. I think the sexiest thing would be when rub my hands through it and i can massage my scalp...like when you rubs a guys hair. Would i look like a boy? And it grows back..right...I just don't know. Everyone else says to do it but i am SO scared. Its not there hair or their life. But i think i could do it, i could rock it. will i miss my ponytail...Probably not, i can never find a rubber band it pull it up anyways. HA...as a wait for my phone call i think about my hair
I BLOG BECAUSE AT TIMES MY HAIR GROWS AND MY PHONE ISN'T RINGING
**as a side note.. for the people that do call me and hang out with me... i welcome that.. don't stop..its just at times..well that a whole other blog.. you get what i am saying.. Continue to be there for me a put me out the door to do stuff.. i welcome it and love it. I LOVE MY FRIENDS
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