Oh does it hurt..Men do it to women just as much as women do it to men. Don't text me your desires with me, we are not together. You say you want to start something with me..that doesn't start in the bedroom, on the couch or me in any compromising position. I don't want you to be that straight forward with your "manhood" because i think if you are wailing it around waiting for a "pick up game" are you trying to proposition others to. Any takers- I will take the first one?? Put it away young man. I am not the girl, the women or the human existence for it. Take your "manhood" to someone that likes it like that and doesn't make it into more than what you want. Because the next person that i lay with, cross my fingers for this one boys and girls, will be my husband or a long relationship lover. i am getting to hang of sleeping alone, working out to relieve this extra energy that is being built up. I think i will be fine. As a good friend of my once said recently, I NEED SOME NEW _ick. I do! I Do! IDO. But i also want to have some meaning behind it, not just because they haven't gotten any in a while and i am now single. That is not my problem and i am not the solution. Go jack it off..I know that is rude and too much for some people to hear but a woman doesn't want to be just for now, i have nothing else going on, just for tonight person. We, in general, want to find the one or the one for right now. UGH.. i think i might need to go back to the gym. And if you have a girl.. LEAVE ME THE FCK ALONE... be with her! I can't help you!! Actually delete my number, those pictures and the text messages. I don't want any part of a love isosceles triangle, rectangle or octagon. Concern yourself with her, because while you are concerning yourself about what I am doing..think about what she might be doing TOO.
..now **SIGH**let me stand behind my words..
I BLOG BECAUSE I AM NOT PART OF YOUR PICK UP GAME