Lets see, where do i start. My life has been so up and down the last couple of months. I was with someone that "put his hands on me" and i loved this man. this man would also be the man that would say stuff to me that i can't hold my own and that he doesn't really want to be with me. but i still remained with me. and my heart hurts. and i am low. the lowest that i have been in a while and i can't shake it. why do i pick certain people to be in my life. he said we move too fast and it kills me that he thought that.... did we...? I wasn't the type of girl for him then why did he date me... it don't understand..and maybe it is not for me to understand. He now has a new girl friend that he has been with for about 2 months and they have been moving quick... i mean that makes me look to myself..what is wrong with me that i can't get it right. how will i get it right. i smile so much right now because i think i might start crying...the pain that my heart feels, my soul feels is unmeasurable. i look you dead in your eyes and i shake and i can't control it or myself. what can i do to correct myself, my ways, my actions.

Why am i alone?

PRAY